Everybody is a sleep and I'm awake

Okay i was suppose to post this yesterday night I think about 1 am? So that's why the title is that*points finger to the title* Okay so today i helped my mom bake a green tea cake*yummy* and also one full try of egg tarts*Delicious* and than I decided to go online check things out and I have one thing to say. If you don't have game to play and you search through all the same pages everyday of the whole year, you'll defiantly get bored easily. So basically today was just a whole boring day with nothing to do. I just drawn a character but the hair is a problem now cause I can't visualize a hair style that suits Ciela from my fanfic at all! Homework is another thing. Intergrated Humanities is just full of question marks after I read the list of homeworks to do. I was stuck on how to do it. Do it on paper and color it or use the computer to do it? I don't know a single thing at all! CCA was something I wish to avoid for a few days. And also, I'm going to AFA 2010 tomorrow! YES! i just have to find to things in the whole convention center and than I can be in peace from the grumbling at the back of my head saying "You have got to get Ciel's blue ring and Sebastian's pocket watch on AFA 2010!" I just hope I got money to buy the stuff cause the entry is already $24. And also I just found a picture that brought memories in Kuroshitsuji in Yana's blog. So that's all today for now. Ja ne!^^

I'm crying now.

I'm crying out of love for you

I've tried to make you happy,

I tried to make you become lively again

With that straight line on your lips and not a playful smirk on your face

It hurts badly

I'm crying in the middle of the night

Where I know you can hear me through that door that seperates us

But you ignored it

I'm heart broken

I'm tearing apart from the inside

I loved you so much but I never got it in return

It's just like the song that I always sing in my head

"Say good bye

As we dance with the devil tonight

Don't you dare look at him in the eye

As we dance with the devil tonight."

I'm now really dancing not in bliss

But in nothingness

A place where you where dancing with me

But now I'm the only one in that place dancing under that full moon

I use to look in your eye

But now I'm not

We use to dance everynight in my dream

But now it isn't

I yearn for you

Please, please return to the person you were before

I miss you Sebastian.