Shinning skys

Today is very relaxing in school for there isn't much to study already but FINALS ARE COMING It is going to be hard and on childrens day is were the test going to be. AH it really is stressful when in secondary school=.= Anyway I'm going to be taking a break from school from my trip to malaysia. My story is going on smoothly and the chapter is getting exciting after three weeks of resting my brain cells from fantasy writing. Yesterday just wrote a story for fairy tail retold and the retold Cinderella story is really funny. The happy ending turned into something very funny:D The songs in my most favorite list now is kagayaku sora no shijima ni wa sorrow from leafly and Owari no mirai by girugamesh. Nothing to write for today though. Anyways bye.

"In the silence of the shinning sky,"

"In the ruined mansion,"

"The candles sway in the silence,"

"Stars can be seen on midnight blue in the sky,"

"I walked into the centre of the ruins,"

"A shooting star crossed the sky,"

"I soon sing in the silence,"

"Filled with sorrow and pain,"

"Dressed in my most beautiful white dress,"

"A storm came and it soon drizzled,"

"Rain beat down on my face,"

"Making it filled with water,"

"In the moonless sky covered by the clouds,"

"In my wounded heart,"

"I sing with all my heart,"

"Candle flames died down,"

"Leaving the only light from the dark mansion,"

"A melody was played in the rain,"

"As water filled the ground,"

"It soon stopped,"

"I sang and danced on my own,"

"the pain and sorrow getting stronger,"

"I soon sang the last line,"

"Tears fell from the corners of my eye as I stopped dancing,"

"Closing my eyes tightly,"

"When I opened my eyes, two roses were in front of me,"

"A white rose filled with so much light,"

"A black rose filled with darkness,"

"I touched them gently,"

"The moon that hide behind the clouds soon showed itself,"

"Shining its light upon the two roses that entwined together,"

"Gazing at its beauty one last time, I walked away slowly,"

"From the two roses,"

"From the two that resembled the flowers,"

"Never shall I again returned to the ruined mansion,"

"Leaving them together forever."

Common test finished!

The main test finished . Now party and have all the free time. except that theres more of it in later date. I really don't know why do they want to jumble up the subjects and dates its like surprise quiz. I really wish that everything is finished for test. Now listening to Gloria and Storia by Kalafina(Sorry if I spelled it wrongly) Its nice and great especially Gloria I fell in love with the music. And another one by Kutless(Sorry if wrong by the name)Promise of a life time. All of it was great and Avril Lavigne Alice was great. I'm still stuck on what song would I want I can't find nice songs at all there is one but I don't know what title so fraustrating. Today D and T test I don't even know if it was a sure pass or sure fail situation at all. I hope my grades don't slip Anyway bye.

"I loved the memories of my childhood days that was filled laughters,"

"Filled with emotions that I once a cheerful child loved,"

"But now pains my wounded heart for I'm no longer the cheerful child,"

"But filled with lonliness, hatred and revenge,"

"For everything was lost in a fire,"

"That I now truely wished that it never happened on my 10th birthday,"

"I wished and prayed for it but I know,"

"Something once lost can never be returned,"

"Like the dead cannot be returned,"

"Innoncence and happy memory tarnished and sin that could never be returned,"

"For I sold my soul to my demon butler,"

"Never to pass through Heavens gates,"

"I now watched over my remaining family as I lost my aunt to her own desire,"

"My cousin and fiancee Elizabeth,"

"I wish to protect her smile and her pure innoncence that I lost,"

"I only wish to protect that and nothing more,"

"When I die, I know that she would be crying for me,"

"For she loved me not as a cousin but as a fiance that I never could return to her,"

"I would die in a hill were beautiful white roses that I love bloom with glowing aura,"

"And with my butlers favourite black rose that he loves as well,"

"They both entwined together like they want to be with each other instead of dying,"

"The roses scent filled my nostrils as I soon closed my eyes,"

"And forever be a porcelain doll,"

"In my butlers arms,"

"In Sebastian's arms,"

"And foever for all eternity I would sleep,"

"And my name would be forgotten as well,"

"As the head of the family,"

"Ciel Phantomhive would be no more,"

"As I soon would be gone,"

"Forever and Ever."

So frustrating

Today is another day where I'm at home doing nothing as of yet. Nothing particular or any song that caught my attention except for the song called hallucination, blind justice and white lie in black. And another thing is that test is next week. I'm looking forward to it for special reasons of mine. I'm still writing my own story and it has gone quite exciting since chapter 12 and who would have guess that I have only post four chapters in a web that I would get so many subscription alert(^-^) I was not expecting it though as I think the story that I wrote was a little boring. Anyway got to go now:)

"Black and white envelopes me,"

"Tales and saying goes with me,"

"Like shadows that wants to catch me,"

"But I would give those who touch me or hurt me nightmares,"

"Even if they hurt the ones I love,"

"I won't forgive them,"

"I'll haunt them with someone that follows my every order,"

"Like black with white helping each other,"

"For they deserve to be begging for dear life,"

"I'll take everything from them,"

"Like how that fire took everything away from me,"

"My loving happy family,"

"My house,"

"My happiness with my innocence all taken away from me,"

"By crimson flames engulfed my entire happiness,"

"Every hurt and pain by filthy hands of those who tortured me,"

"But not anymore as I've risen from that personal hell of mine to a beautiful Phoenix,"

"By the hands of my demonic butler,"

"Now I seek those who tarnished it with their lives at stake,"

"Crushing them one by one,"

"Until the day that I finished every duty that I was bestowed upon,"

"Then could I close my eyes resting in forever peace in the hands of my butler,"

"Like a forever perfect doll in his hands."

-A poem dedicated to Ciel and Sebastian from Kuroshitsuji.