Busy life, busy days

Hi! Sorry for not posting for so long... My life has been busy since my last post, camps, remedial, extra lessons, etc. Plus in the days with extra activities after school hours, bout of sickness every two weeks plus procrastination and you get a very very tired and half dead person. XD

My March holiday is about to end to. I went back to school for my elective remedial [which is Art and I have a few things to finish before moving on to my final piece which is like the end product ;) ] I'm also studying for my national exams. Though I wouldn't call it studying.... at least in my eyes it isn't.

I'm watching the new episodes of Hetalia: The beautiful World. which are always funny, cute and always lift up my days~ Hakkenden: Tohou Hakken Ibun. Sorry if I spelt it wrongly Xp and Magi: The Labyrinth of Magic.

For mangas, I've been reading my all time favorites only since I didn't have the motivation to look for new ones Xd
My fanfic has yet to be touched at all up until now and I'm strangling myself for always putting it off. Even when I'm free of studying and homework's.....

Now let me have a mini rant now cause I'm so stressed and pressured at I have to get it out of my system. Skip the next part if you don't bother reading :)
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Okay, so I had a blast with my BFF on Friday when we had our study session [and finally too since it was put off for a long time] She's moving house soon which is quite far away from school and my house [I'm going to a neighborhood school.] I'm just lucky my country doesn't have states if not I don't know how I'm going to handle my life by myself. [we kind of talk to each other about families and friends stuff but occasionally about how stress or pressured we are.]

We studied for awhile, had fun by video taping ourselves goofing off on our phone cameras. talked about depressing stuff about families and about some dark morbid things [which I'm not going to say]. I also found out I'm a little sadist from her too [I'm not those extreme types! I'm only happy when people I hate get hurt! Which is a normal reaction right?]

Ahem, anyway, we had fun and stuff studied after our video taping expedition and studied yet again till she went home.

I had Art remedial on Monday and Tuesday which was.... okay I guess? Not counting bias teachers, our schools resident gangster group [consisting of girls might I add] and gossiping with friends. Yup pretty much normal I guess?

Had homework's to do left and right from Wednesday to Friday [which Emily, my BFF, helped me with^^] it was torture for that one subject I hate, Maths, and it had the most too!

I had a few family problems too but don't get me started on it..... I feel like screaming our my frustrations on this particular topic which would than lead me to my depressing negative thoughts about dark morbid things [but the last one only happens if I'm at my limit which is a plus for me ^^V] ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

There! Finished! Phew, okay, that's all for this post I guess? And sorry if my tone is quite funny or unhappy.... I'll try to be more happy next time I type a blog entry ^^' ]
That's all~ Bye!

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When would this dream end I wonder?
Would I wake up to find that everything I'm seeing now is a nightmare?
Or would I find out that this is my reality?
I wonder if the shouting and screaming would cease to exists if I cover my ears,
And closed my eyes?
Would I open my eyes again to see that every thing's back to the things it was?
Or would it shatter more?
I don't know anymore....
What are dreams and what is reality...?

-By Anonymous

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