The Rose of Winter

Hi again! I know I have been saying hi guys or hi every time I start a post but who has a better opening? Okay now is nothing much or anything just lazying around the computer and working on photoshop like messing around with it. I am so bored today because.....lets just say I can't go out of house with friends since the start of November and every single day I have been on and off with the computer (I hope my eye sight is alright) Now I don't know what to do T-T should I revise before school opens (good side) or should I just don't care anything until the school holiday ends (bad side) I don't know there's this turmoil of thought in my mind this days like would I be able to pass like this year? Would I be able to study hard with my friends and aim for top ten in class (or in levels) would I be able to study (or get it right) for my maths? Would I be able to remember the science periodic table for test? Would I- Oh forget it but you get the picture right? That's why I'm writing it done now it's kind of like relaxing for me when I type. This weeks playlist is same like my last entry and add it with Who's that girl by Hilary Duff and The rose of winter by Nox Arcana (when you listen to the rose of winter, you get this sort of picture but before I write it, lets just talk finish^^)

Holiday's homework done all handed in^-^ okay now the picture you get when you hear that song is this.

In a far away land where everyday snowed, a princess lived in the crystal ice castle bond by a curse to sleep for eternity. Her face is pale and her skin is cold in her ice carved coffin with ice roses surrounding her and the castle. Everyday the village would have to bear the cold winter blizzard that would always be in the country until the princess is awaken. Inside the palace, the princess's little sister would always cry by a large window beside her sleeping sister with a music box that her big sister gave her before she became a lifeless girl. he would always cry by the large window with a full moon with a tear stricken face "Please. Please someone help my beloved sister wake up. I miss her warm smile already. Please someone help her." she cried as tears rolled down her cheek.

How that? It was what I thought when I heard The Rose Of Winter. I hope it wasn't too bad at all. That's all for today see you next time alright. And if any of my friend is reading this, I wish you a Merry Christmas before hand and to all those who visited my sight(blog to cut it short) Merry Chirstmas! Ho ho ho! ^-^

New anime fav

Hi guys! I was suppose to type this a few days ago but because that laptop of mine shut down completely while I was typing so I had to retype it again hahaha ^^' I have a new fav for Anime and it's Shugo Chara! okay I know it's childish but the plot was so great and the second season made me cry because Amu accidentally hurt Tadase's feelings. (I was crying over and over when I read the manga as well. Double the sadness when watching becuase the picture was moving instead of the picture drawn. And another thing that made me sad was because *looks left and right* he's to cute when so sad that it nearly broke my heart.) It was very and I mean hilarious show (to me it is) they even had the boys crossdressing which in fact is my favorite (because I can see how cute they are if their face is like a girl) I know I'm evil very very evil }:D

And I have a new charater on my fav list that is just the cutest that I think is next to Ciel for Kuroshitsuji. and that is Tadase-kun! Holiday's homework done and majority pass, safe. Wohoo! All that's left is math's com 3 that I've done half of it and free (Ya free but school's opening in two weeks time or three weeks time!!!!) Okay and playlist for this week is US boy by Jena Lee(I love it *hearts in eyes*) and also Ma reference by Jena lee. Shugo chara opening 1, 5 and 8. and um......... that's all hehehe. I have yet to write brothers and sisters chapter 10 at all(okay maybe the title and how it starts but only that!) because of *drumroll* laziness. Yes I have been lazy for days no scratch that 2 MONTHS and even now I'm still am =_=zz. That's all for today bye! n(^-^)

A lock and key can open and close thing's like your emotions.

Your my key and I'm your lock

Only you can open my heart and only your key can open it.

So you don't have to worry not being able to open it because,

Everybody has a different key and lock.

Only the person you want to be with can open it.

Only the person that loves you back can open it.

So you don't have to worry about it.

-inspired by US boy and Shugo chara

A requiem for you

Hi^^ Its December and everyone is busying to decorate their house or shopping centers for Christmas! Even on Deviantart.com , everyone is drawing characters with Christmas outfits (i envy those who can draw such beautiful works of Ciel and Sebastian *-*) Okay so my December holiday started and its going to be exactly three weeks till school reopens!!!! Argh why is time so fast when I'm finally relaxing and having fun? Oh well if next year I get good results again, I can still be relaxing^^ Okay this weeks playlist is very long or alot(because everyday I hear the same song so I change it very quickly) calendula requiem by Kanon X Kanon, the last night and whispers in the dark by skillet(I'm getting to like this band) ensei by yuki kaijura, bim bam boum by Mozart L'Opera Rock, la Diosa Fredda, rotten girl grosteque romance by Vocaloid Hatsumi Miku (I'm sorry If i spelt it wrongly) and a instrumental song called sad violin in YouTube. Last week my grandmothers birthday wasn't as grand as last year but still I'm happy :) My cousin wore her prom dress because of her manicured nails done by another of my cousin. So when she walked into the restaurant dress as she was about to attend to a wedding dinner well my mother was surprised because my grandmother has a dress code saying no sleeve less dress and here she's wearing it. And than my 12 year old cousin graduated with 218 for her PSLE results. She was stress I can tell but schools over whats the point of getting stress? Okay I better stop before I'm scolding someone. I had fun last month and I hope this month too^^ Homework is not a problem since I left Maths component 3 done half of it. Chinese and Physics so three in total. I was luck my English book review passed. I was nervous and well mind was scrambled up so I just made a 5/10 sad and just because it had one attempt to it only:(

That's all for today Bye and happy Holiday's n(^-^)

If you were given two pendents which one would you choose?

A pendent with beautiful white wings

An angel's pendent

Or a pendent with beautiful midnight black wings

A demon's pendent

You wouldn't which to trust would you?

Because the demon would be in disguse as an angel and the angel as a demon.

Both that swithcs placewould out you knowing it.

If you know which was the real one than you'll make the right choice.

Because its only you making the desicion and no one else

- A poem made from me

With a boy like you

Hi again! ^^ I'm not dead yet but lazy to type anything hahaha XD Today I'm going to my grand mother's birthday celebration which is why I'm in such in a good mood today:) So last week I went to Sabah for my holiday's and it was very fun at the resort. But when I got there, I felt a little uneasy that is to say, me and my mom had to be with my uncle and my father (that is what I keep hearing in my head when I was in the airplane when it landed) I was really shivering with uneasiness every time me and my mom are alone. Guess it's instinct from me. The sun rises at six or seven in the morning with clouds that Singapore doesn't have and the sun sets at five and it becomes totally dark at six thirty! I was really mesmerized by the sun set even though it was hot and was sweating non stop. Okay so now for today's play list boy like you by Kesha, the last night by skillet, cantarella Vocaloid Rin and Len, hear our prayers and a song of storm and fire by Yuki Kaijura, Silent hill 2 music lullaby by Katethegreat90 in youtube and that about it ^-^

Kuroshitsuji ova came out on Wednesday and it did not get me excited enough like Ciel in wonderland. Ciel was smiling yes SMILING and Sebastian singing happy birthday and feeding you cake! It really gave me the shivers but Daisuke really tried to sing it in English so I'll clap for him for doing a job well done *clap clap clap* the next ova has some screen shots already and I'm excited. Sebastian in casual clothes and Alois was really a shock. Instead of booty shorts, he's wearing sweater and striped shirt! I was like o_O didn't have words to describe it at all. I'll post the picture but please don't mind the language about that person that posted it. So that's all for today hope everybody did their homework(have yet to do finish because of laziness) and have a wonderful holiday. Bye! Sayonara ^^

The ticking of a watch, the glitter of a sapphire ring and a necklace with the emblem

Hi again everyone. I'm bored today with nothing to do today. It's been raining here since 2pm and it's still raining now at 11.07pm. I found the items i wanted from AFA 2010 and I'm very happy about it. This year wans't as croweded as last year but I think the comic and toy convention would be pack since we can't find the comics that we want in Singapore. I'm now very excited for my trip to Sabha and tomorrow is Hari Raya(I wonder if I'm getting money? Okay joking joking XD) Yesterday drew I Ciel. It wasn't my first time but the 5th time and I really love it very much now all I need to do is to try drawing creases for clothes, draw a nice hairstyle with stands of hair spotted and design better clothings for him. I was just writing my fanfic and was immediately out of ideas since I haven't been reading books for a while and now look at what happens. Oh well I guess inspiration would be coming into my head soon after a break.This weeks playlist is skyway avenue, airplanes, magnet, vampire knight and vampire knight guilty main theme ost, candy from stranger, hypnotize by jane, in my arms, losing you and You. thats all for music. Now next is um........ I don't know what to talk about now. hehehe ^-^' So than an early post and a short one. Bye and have a happy holiday this two months.

When I look at pocket watches, venetian masks and Victorian dresses,

I feel warm inside

But at the same time sad.

I feel like crying for no real reason

I feel like I forgot something important to me.

I feel like I just got dumped by my boy friend

Why do I feel this way to the things related to the 18th century

I remember a saying

"Even if the mind fogets, the body remembers even if it is the past."

I would ask myself if this saying is true a not

I feel that is must be for i have no other explanatuion for it

I want to remember the past

I want to rmemeber my past life

But I can't

For if I want to know

I have to meet god in heaven to find out the truth

I love classical music and everytime I hear, I feel like home.

Everytime I hear someone play the violin, I would look whose playing it

And everytime I play the piano, I feel a type of happiness I could never have with my friends or family

Everytime all this things happens, I would ask myself is this happiness or longing?

All I know is this

Someone out there is the same as me

For the same likes for things, instrument and feelings

I'll be waiting for him

In the country that was on my mind since I was born.

I'll be waiting for him in London.

-A true feeling from me.

Everybody is a sleep and I'm awake

Okay i was suppose to post this yesterday night I think about 1 am? So that's why the title is that*points finger to the title* Okay so today i helped my mom bake a green tea cake*yummy* and also one full try of egg tarts*Delicious* and than I decided to go online check things out and I have one thing to say. If you don't have game to play and you search through all the same pages everyday of the whole year, you'll defiantly get bored easily. So basically today was just a whole boring day with nothing to do. I just drawn a character but the hair is a problem now cause I can't visualize a hair style that suits Ciela from my fanfic at all! Homework is another thing. Intergrated Humanities is just full of question marks after I read the list of homeworks to do. I was stuck on how to do it. Do it on paper and color it or use the computer to do it? I don't know a single thing at all! CCA was something I wish to avoid for a few days. And also, I'm going to AFA 2010 tomorrow! YES! i just have to find to things in the whole convention center and than I can be in peace from the grumbling at the back of my head saying "You have got to get Ciel's blue ring and Sebastian's pocket watch on AFA 2010!" I just hope I got money to buy the stuff cause the entry is already $24. And also I just found a picture that brought memories in Kuroshitsuji in Yana's blog. So that's all today for now. Ja ne!^^

I'm crying now.

I'm crying out of love for you

I've tried to make you happy,

I tried to make you become lively again

With that straight line on your lips and not a playful smirk on your face

It hurts badly

I'm crying in the middle of the night

Where I know you can hear me through that door that seperates us

But you ignored it

I'm heart broken

I'm tearing apart from the inside

I loved you so much but I never got it in return

It's just like the song that I always sing in my head

"Say good bye

As we dance with the devil tonight

Don't you dare look at him in the eye

As we dance with the devil tonight."

I'm now really dancing not in bliss

But in nothingness

A place where you where dancing with me

But now I'm the only one in that place dancing under that full moon

I use to look in your eye

But now I'm not

We use to dance everynight in my dream

But now it isn't

I yearn for you

Please, please return to the person you were before

I miss you Sebastian.

I'm in love with this cute little boy named Nishii Yukito

Okay I have to say something officially. I'm in love with Nishii Yukito as a Fan Girl. He just adorably cute that I really want to hug him =^o^= he stared in Kuroshitsuji the musical two and when I checked the information on the website. I mean he is literally like a girl when he was dressed up. He is so so...... I don't have words to describe it at all!*Goes to find pictures of him now* okay now that my fan girling mode is off now*finally* I'm busy like an adult okay 13 year old is considered an growing adult but I don't care the heck out of it! I got practises for choir three times a week and the remaining day Mon and Thurs is where I go do my homework and than rest. Oh and if anyone from my class is reading this, please note that English part 3 is needing a story book like Kira-Kira. Its in the sec 2 book list so don't do it yet!
This weeks playlist is Adore by Kalafina, Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep, Monster remix, Fairytale by Alexander, Foolish foolish by Yuya Matsushita(sorry if I spelled it wrongly) and that about it. I'm going to Malaysia Sabha(I think it spelled like that) 4 days 3 nights wohoo! I'm so going to get my real vacation started next week oAo now time to let my mom use the Computer. Until next time which I think next week or tomorrow. Bye ^^

Night into day
Day into night
After millennium night and day would merge
In a few millenniums later,
the world would have red as the sky and the dead as the living
Only time will tell
When your death is near.
It could be tomorrow, next week, or even today.
Who knows when it'll grab you and bring you down to the world of the dead
I'm not sure why I thought of it at all
But I had the dream
No I had the reality
Cause now, I've awaken from the coffin I slept in.
All I see around me all I hear are the sounds of people waking up.

Hi hi I'm back from Halloween. Hahaha. Today was very boring like any other day I had for holidays. Today went online to read Kuroshitsuji fanfic and than went to youtube and watch video's and sometimes how people draw and clor things in paint tool sai. An Darn that program is hard. Everytime I draw a line, it's not straight and I mean really not straight. I think I should stick to drawing with papaer and pencil:) Okay I forgot to give my playlist last week. but I think its too long so all my songs would be in the mixpod in my blog and a few more are kalafina Aria, Alice Alice victim effect and Kkuroshitsuji the musical two song black and white and checkmate. The last part was the best. first time seeing Ciel character dance something like that and Sebastian dance Micheal Jaksons dance. It was hillarious and Nishii who acted as Ciel asked for another carry from Yuya who acted as Sebastian. I was like what the! He really likes to be carried by Yuya after the scene where Ciel fell alseep and Sebastian carried him to bring him to his room. Ciel in wonderland the first part was very funny. That show was the funniest Kuroshitsuji episode (Ova) that I have ever watch. Holiday is here but with homework and CCA in schedule, it's like school. Really I was tired that I skipped my CCA today. Standing for one hour without moving is tiring. Anyway today really isn't much to write so I'll leave it here for now. Bye :D

I want to be love by you,
I want to be by your side forever and eternity
But you changed after I changed a little
You didn't love me like you use to
You have a hurt expression on your face that makes my heart break into two
You won't talk to me with your smirk on your face anymore
Not even a grin or surprised expression on your face
I only wanted to be by your side
I only wanted that
But it looks like you hate me now
You treat me as a different person that you were bound to.
I could only cry in my heart and say my sorrys for you
For I didn't want this to happen at all.
I wish time could turn back
Back to the days that you still loved me
Back to where you and I met
Back to the beginning

Happy Halloween and Trick or Treat

Hooray I passed my test with flying colours! I'm super happy about it. Okay before I say anything else, I would like to say a Happy Halloween to everyone. I just love October the 31st. Your wondering why I said it today since it is the 30th only. Well today the calendar in my country is 30th and the last day of October so I'll have to say it today. Last week I had a great time with Selina and accompany. We went to watch a movie(don't ask me anything about it. It's a horror movie that I don't wish to watch again.) took new prints went to Bugis street and Long John Silver. It was very fun! But I have to admit something. This is my first time I went out with friends ONLY. So I have the reaction of a overly happy little girl that just got a toy that she really wanted for her birthday. When my parents agreed I went into a hysterical mood and immediately message them that I would be going. Okay so this week I had post exam activities like mask making key chain making perfume experiments and movie party. I still have to go back to CCA though cause open house is up soon as well as SYF. Gosh it's going to be intensive this two months. Okay Brothers and Sisters are coming along very well and I'm happy. Ciel and the Mysterious girl are getting reviews Finally! Also story alert and review alert are going great. I'm so happy that Ciel in wonderland finally came out and also Kuroshitsuji the most beautiful death in the world came out on Thursday. Two shows that I awaited just came out on the same day bonus for my hard work. Okay I'm in a joyous mood now and I really can't stop typing in my blog. Anyway what start has to end right(or am I wrong in this sentence?) So I'll be saying again a Happy Halloween ^-^

A party, a party.

A party in my house,

It'll be so much fun and happy,

But what would the theme be?

What would it be?

Oh I know what it would be!

A scary Halloween party.

A Haloween party!

A Halloween party!

Scary ghost, wicth's and vampire!

Invite your friends and dress up how you want!

Where scary things happen tonight.

A mystery where you can talk to ghost are even the dead.

Let your minds run wild with fun and excitment.

Candy and sweets for treat.

But if you don't give me sweet I'll give you a trick!

A trick is what you'll get if no sweet is given.

I'll give my announcement today for everyone.

"Happy Halloween and Trick or Treat. May all that is in imagination come alive tonight. Hahaha."

exam is over and the new thing to worry about is. Results!

Finally tests are over and just like the title says, RESULTS!!! I'm getting nervous about the results. I didn't study(okay I did just a little) and because of that, I'm getting cramps when I take the papers. I'm nervous and can't stop thinking what would happen if I don't pass the core subjects. I don't and I mean DON'T want to go to intensive remedial. I absolutely hate to go remedials but its just like the old saying mine goes if you study you don't need to be afraid but if you didn't, than go into panic mood and wish that you pass (I just made that up) I have been writing my Halloween fan fic of my story and I must say I've out done myself. Its scary at the front part where I read it but I've yet to read the second part yet. This week playlist is Fairytale by kalafina, Still waiting by sum47(I think thats the band name), Mugen no Hikari, Lacrimosa by sweet box, I'll be back by 2pm, I'll be there by Taeyang and more than it seems. thats all for this weeks playlist. recently I have been thinking of something. Why do I have a feeling at the end of exam that i would get 2 for the position in the whole class of 42. I don't know sometimes it maybe something else and maybe sometimes it will be real. But if it is real, i wish I would get 2nd in the class but dreams is not something to can be easily obtained in reality is what i would say in my heart and sometimes to my mind. Maybe I'm spouting nonsense in here bye until next time we meet again(on Halloween maybe) Bye:')

Being sick at the wrong timing of the year

Okay so just like what my title is saying. I have the worst timing getting sick because.....my end of year exam started just yesterday. So lets get into a story telling mood(Explanation to cut it sort) I came back from my mother tongue(Chinese language) bending class and was now putting my bag on the floor and taking my sit. But was suddenly feeling strange when I sited. So guess what happened during that time till end of school on Wednesday. My head was feverish a little at 37.4 degree and when it was free period for us to study, it increase by 2 degree making what everybody would guess. Fever. I took one panadol's and it was fine. Later that night...... Parents came home and I was sleeping in my room. Told them everything about what happened to me and they got worried. After taking dinner and taking medicine(and do not try taking it on your own without a doctor telling you to. It just a habit of my parents) I went to sleep at 7.45 PM and that was very early and way too early for my bed time but I really sleep through it like nothing happened. The first time I woke up on Thursday morning, it was 3 am for I had the fever again so took two panadol's yet again. the Second time is 4am for having a tummy ache but at that ridiculous timing, I had the fainting spell. And my air circulation got funny making me hard to breathe making me almost fainted in the kitchen were my parents both are still sound asleep. So what to do? I obviously had to grab a chair and on the celling fan so that I could breathe normally again. Cold sweat was soon on my forehead telling me I was fine(and that fainting spell happened every year. it started when I was in primary 5) and after I did everything, I went back to sleep. the next timing I woke up, it was going to be 9 am in the morning. SO lets say I minus the timing of all the interference of waking up, I slept for 12 hours. If my mum didn't call me up to bring me to the doctors, I think I would slept till night time. Luckly I was better when I went to take my english paper yesterday. This week's playlist Once upon a December, Dance with the Devil, The diary of Jane,Child's play gothika, trick or treat. That all the songs I've been listening to this week and Halloween is this month! Yay and hooray for Halloween. I just love this holiday since I was a kid. Always saying trickor treat when I was 4 years old I think. Any way I just want to say Happy Halloween even though its quite early. Till next time.

Stress is not your best friend at all

Stress is up in my head in the worst timing ever! EOY is coming up soon and this stress I'm getting from school has my blood boiling every single school days. I just can't stop it even though I have many courses on how to relief stress, I just can't make it stop making me moody (even though I didn't show it in school) Argh!!! Just wish that I don't go to school but I can't us exams are coming up the only thing to do is go to D&T to relief stress(and I mean really. Its really effective for fraustrations) the problem is, it's only on Tuesday. I'm now a days cugging down tea like Earl grey, pepermint tea, Chai or mixed teas(my own inventions). And finally there's friends that don't listen to class and in the end ask me or someone else one simple sentence that could drive you insane one day and that annoying line is GOT WHAT HOMEWORK TODAY. Really I sometimes wish I could smack their heads and shout in their ear "LISTEN TO WHATS TEACHER IS SAYING INSTEAD OF LAUGHING YOUR HEADS OFF WHEN HE/SHE IS EXPLAINING OUR HOMEWORK!!!!" and some took easy turns out like copying homeworks from you.*Sigh* sometimes I also wish I could sleep for eternity like how the animes show. Sleep for etenity and never waking up after a few thousand years later. Now that that topic is over, I would like to say that my new playlist of songs has changed. The first one is Her name is Alice the second one is You, third is Contract and Together in kuroshitsuji soundtrack fourth is Brilliant light in the game called Luminous Arc. Thats my new playlist for this month again. I also wrote a new story called Brothers and Sisters and posted it in Fanfiction.net and the responds was got but not so good as my first one. Ciela really is very cute when I drew her out :) and she was a success when I drew finished it. Thats all I'm saying for today as my stress has just been lessen alot like a heavy weight has been lift off X . X I think I may have found another stress reliver^-^ Bye and till next time.

"Her name is Alice,"
"She was a dreamer,"
"She would always wish this,"
"If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense,"
"Nothing would be what it is because everything will be what it isn't,"
"I will invite you to a place were there is no such thing as time,"
"And the girl that chased the rabbit,"
"Drank the wine and took the pill,"
"Even after a long journey,"
"Her name was still Alice,"
"Even after she locked the meaning for you,"
"In contrariwise what it is it wouldn't be,"
"And what it wouldn't be it would,"
"You See?"

Holiday for a week is the same as a week of school

Holiday is here and just like what my title says,ITS LIKE SCHOOL!! okay I just only got appointment for CCA and Dental and Revision nothing much just that but in my head its like screaming Your whole week is school homework, revision, CCA and tution.I knew that end of year examination is coming and I know I'm not so free like my past years of schooling but I just want at least a day were work or things about school is not in my mind like a silence in my mind. *Phew* After writing it out I'm feeling much better. Playlist for this week is commander,even if the sky is falling down,lies,pyramid and Lacrimosa. Kuroshitsuji is still in my list of anime and nothing else Ghost whisperer is still great for Saturday nights. I'm learning to draw manga type of animes now*-* and I hope I can draw as good as the characters of shows I mean my drawing is like kids when compared to my seniors of my CCA(not art club)drawing it like wow for them and what the heck am I drawing for me. Anyways story for Sarah is coming on great like usual but going to be a dead end again if I don't think of something up soon. I hope tomorrow I'll feel much better for CCA as the competitions that the teachers arranged are coming up pretty soon(Just hope my flu and cough would stop). That's all for today bye^-^

"In my darkest hour you saved me,"

"In my urgent needs your there to help me,"

"In your darkest hour I'm not there,"

"In your urgent needs I cast you away from me,"

"Ordering you never to let me see you,"

"That statement still lingers in my head as I said,"

"This is an order get out of my side!"

"I didn't know why I said that,"

"I didn't know what got into me,"

"All I know is that I miss you,"

"The way you elegantly cleaned the mansion,"

"The way you call me to wake up in the morning,"

"The way your smirks irritates me to the bone,"

"The deliciously sweets you make for me,"

"It hurts to remember,"

"I wonder how many times you want to make my heart shatter,"

"Not from my past,"

"But the way you say to me the title that only you call me,"

"The way you say Yes My Lord,"

"The way you said it was different from the one that this person is saying,"

"You said i with care,"

"Kindness,"

"Love,"

"I only wish you know what I'm thinking now,"

"For another person is going to be awaken inside of me soon,"

"Before that happens and before I lose my entire conscious save me."

"Save me for I'm waiting for you,"

"Waiting to be save by you and carried in your warm arms,"

"Back to the place were our usual routine of waking and sleeping begins,"

"Back to the only place where I really call home,"

"The Phantomhive mansion,"

-A tribute to Kuroshitsuji episode 9 to 10 Ciel and Sebastian

Shinning skys

Today is very relaxing in school for there isn't much to study already but FINALS ARE COMING It is going to be hard and on childrens day is were the test going to be. AH it really is stressful when in secondary school=.= Anyway I'm going to be taking a break from school from my trip to malaysia. My story is going on smoothly and the chapter is getting exciting after three weeks of resting my brain cells from fantasy writing. Yesterday just wrote a story for fairy tail retold and the retold Cinderella story is really funny. The happy ending turned into something very funny:D The songs in my most favorite list now is kagayaku sora no shijima ni wa sorrow from leafly and Owari no mirai by girugamesh. Nothing to write for today though. Anyways bye.

"In the silence of the shinning sky,"

"In the ruined mansion,"

"The candles sway in the silence,"

"Stars can be seen on midnight blue in the sky,"

"I walked into the centre of the ruins,"

"A shooting star crossed the sky,"

"I soon sing in the silence,"

"Filled with sorrow and pain,"

"Dressed in my most beautiful white dress,"

"A storm came and it soon drizzled,"

"Rain beat down on my face,"

"Making it filled with water,"

"In the moonless sky covered by the clouds,"

"In my wounded heart,"

"I sing with all my heart,"

"Candle flames died down,"

"Leaving the only light from the dark mansion,"

"A melody was played in the rain,"

"As water filled the ground,"

"It soon stopped,"

"I sang and danced on my own,"

"the pain and sorrow getting stronger,"

"I soon sang the last line,"

"Tears fell from the corners of my eye as I stopped dancing,"

"Closing my eyes tightly,"

"When I opened my eyes, two roses were in front of me,"

"A white rose filled with so much light,"

"A black rose filled with darkness,"

"I touched them gently,"

"The moon that hide behind the clouds soon showed itself,"

"Shining its light upon the two roses that entwined together,"

"Gazing at its beauty one last time, I walked away slowly,"

"From the two roses,"

"From the two that resembled the flowers,"

"Never shall I again returned to the ruined mansion,"

"Leaving them together forever."

Common test finished!

The main test finished . Now party and have all the free time. except that theres more of it in later date. I really don't know why do they want to jumble up the subjects and dates its like surprise quiz. I really wish that everything is finished for test. Now listening to Gloria and Storia by Kalafina(Sorry if I spelled it wrongly) Its nice and great especially Gloria I fell in love with the music. And another one by Kutless(Sorry if wrong by the name)Promise of a life time. All of it was great and Avril Lavigne Alice was great. I'm still stuck on what song would I want I can't find nice songs at all there is one but I don't know what title so fraustrating. Today D and T test I don't even know if it was a sure pass or sure fail situation at all. I hope my grades don't slip Anyway bye.

"I loved the memories of my childhood days that was filled laughters,"

"Filled with emotions that I once a cheerful child loved,"

"But now pains my wounded heart for I'm no longer the cheerful child,"

"But filled with lonliness, hatred and revenge,"

"For everything was lost in a fire,"

"That I now truely wished that it never happened on my 10th birthday,"

"I wished and prayed for it but I know,"

"Something once lost can never be returned,"

"Like the dead cannot be returned,"

"Innoncence and happy memory tarnished and sin that could never be returned,"

"For I sold my soul to my demon butler,"

"Never to pass through Heavens gates,"

"I now watched over my remaining family as I lost my aunt to her own desire,"

"My cousin and fiancee Elizabeth,"

"I wish to protect her smile and her pure innoncence that I lost,"

"I only wish to protect that and nothing more,"

"When I die, I know that she would be crying for me,"

"For she loved me not as a cousin but as a fiance that I never could return to her,"

"I would die in a hill were beautiful white roses that I love bloom with glowing aura,"

"And with my butlers favourite black rose that he loves as well,"

"They both entwined together like they want to be with each other instead of dying,"

"The roses scent filled my nostrils as I soon closed my eyes,"

"And forever be a porcelain doll,"

"In my butlers arms,"

"In Sebastian's arms,"

"And foever for all eternity I would sleep,"

"And my name would be forgotten as well,"

"As the head of the family,"

"Ciel Phantomhive would be no more,"

"As I soon would be gone,"

"Forever and Ever."

So frustrating

Today is another day where I'm at home doing nothing as of yet. Nothing particular or any song that caught my attention except for the song called hallucination, blind justice and white lie in black. And another thing is that test is next week. I'm looking forward to it for special reasons of mine. I'm still writing my own story and it has gone quite exciting since chapter 12 and who would have guess that I have only post four chapters in a web that I would get so many subscription alert(^-^) I was not expecting it though as I think the story that I wrote was a little boring. Anyway got to go now:)

"Black and white envelopes me,"

"Tales and saying goes with me,"

"Like shadows that wants to catch me,"

"But I would give those who touch me or hurt me nightmares,"

"Even if they hurt the ones I love,"

"I won't forgive them,"

"I'll haunt them with someone that follows my every order,"

"Like black with white helping each other,"

"For they deserve to be begging for dear life,"

"I'll take everything from them,"

"Like how that fire took everything away from me,"

"My loving happy family,"

"My house,"

"My happiness with my innocence all taken away from me,"

"By crimson flames engulfed my entire happiness,"

"Every hurt and pain by filthy hands of those who tortured me,"

"But not anymore as I've risen from that personal hell of mine to a beautiful Phoenix,"

"By the hands of my demonic butler,"

"Now I seek those who tarnished it with their lives at stake,"

"Crushing them one by one,"

"Until the day that I finished every duty that I was bestowed upon,"

"Then could I close my eyes resting in forever peace in the hands of my butler,"

"Like a forever perfect doll in his hands."

-A poem dedicated to Ciel and Sebastian from Kuroshitsuji.

Study Time

There's test for science physics and chinese. Tomorrow going to study with my friend on it. Now this few days writing stories till chapter 12(Happy^-^) and listening to songs while writing it. I can't seem to find nice songs for now so I settled with Our solemn hour and I have to admit it is nice and fitting my now happy and bitter mood from school and at home. Bitter as school is noisy from all the jittering and chattering from the Malay's and Chinese students and throwing things here and there that I can't concentrate I wished to change my sit but rejected that thought out of my head and happy with my family and home as mother and father are finally not angry (for who knows what reason) at each other and I have some peace and quiet now. I started noticing my maths dropping and Chinese(I really have to catch up from revisions tomorrow)and because of disruptions in school from noise that teacher constantly told them to keep quiet and Physics is the worst. I can't get anything in as the Malay students keep talking especially someone and throwing newspaper here and there(=_=) not happy at all this week absolutely not at all only writing or listening to songs released my stress from school and tomorrow going to have an audience by the ministry of education morning decided to wake up at 7.55 am and go to school to meet up with Emily and Vanessa to go to the appointed place having lots of things done this week and I think my temper is going higher now. Anyway my story is progressing into a great story and I hope I can keep it up as well as my studies. I think is really like chess to me if I can win chess that means I can also do the same for life in my opinion.

" I Play chess with a heart in mind,"

"Until I say checkmate you are not to leave my side,"

"If you consent let the games of hell begin,"

"With you by my side I have courage to play it,"

" And soon my soul would be yours,"

"Forever for all Eternity."

Test are up soon

Common test is yet around the corner again. Having class test this wednesday and next week. This saturday going to wake yp at 8am go to school and attened cabin club that I was choosen to go I don't know what they wanted to do though for Yog related things. This few days I was writing a story that was in my head for a long time and I decided to type down in my computer though I can't let anybody read it. It is how you say embarrassing for me but I still posted it on a web that everybody in the whole world is like me letting imaginations run wild of how they one to write it and some wanted to be authors of books and started posting their own work in there. This few days has been raining hard that we had floods. I hope nothing happens to our country as I love being here I hope everyone thinks that to. I hope you guys had finished exams or CA1 as most of the schools doesn't have same timing for tests. Anyway I still hope you guys had fun.

sick for three whole days

Since Saturday I’ve been sick for three whole days straight. I caught the flu the sore throat and fever (it has stop since yesterday night for the fever). Today was tiring for my body as when I woke up this morning it was very heavy and I couldn’t wake up from bed that I slept till 10am. I went to see the doctor to get medicine ate something else when I came home and slept till 4 pm. After that rest I fill much better accept that I still had a bad cold. I was lucky that I didn’t have any homework for school today. Last week found a new song for my blog, phone and MP3 (if not I would be bored from hearing all the same songs again and again)It’s called ~Lollitawork libretto~ it was sung by Kanon Wakeshima and Solita the song was beautiful and the dress that she wore was nice as well for her MTV . Hope tomorrow I fill better to go to school. Bye^-^

Last day of holiday

Last day of holiday and tomorrow going back to schoolT_T(joking for the sign). Anyway all my things that I need for my holidays have been done yesterday and my holiday homework is finished last week. This few days time was getting faster and faster consider it the last week for our holiday. This week I was watching animation(actually almost every week after I do my homework)anyway I was watching some anime that I watched already and now I'm hooked on kuroshitsuji again because of one song that I found on friday. I was doing alot of things in this june holiday and now I don't know what I should do after school ends as I'm bored now I must study very hard for my exams as there would be one coming soon and my parents nagging (ok not say nagging but advice) me saying "try to aim for the highest and try to shorten 5 years to 4 years in secondary school."almost one day in every week saying it. Anyway I hope you had a great time for the holidays see you tomorrow bye.

June holiday

June holiday is here and I just got amazing grades for my SA1.This june holiday Iwas watching some anime online detective conan it has 500+ episode and I watched up to 400+ to watch and did my holiday homework last week now left only english book review and intergrated humanities.On may 29th was my birthday and went to buy things that I wanted and also presents from my parents as well.CCA in school i left on 21,22 and the 23rd tiring for those three days. Well I hope everybody had a great time for their holidays:) Sadly for me, I had to stay at homeT_T anyway I'll stop here for now bye.

Exam is finally here

Hi everyone exam are here and its tiring after it but I'm sure it will be ok . this few days I've been revising science alot to make up for the class quiz. I've also been listening to songs alot now a days like pandora hearts "lace' Romeo x Juliet inori raise me up katekyo hitman reborn and many more but now I still can't find something new for the song. Yesterday went to bugis and the new shopping centre called ILUMA and found a nice accessory well it is not completelyan accessory it is something like a pocket watch with a neclace together .anyway I'm going stop here for now. Bye :)

Its stressful for me this few days

Hi guys its stressful for me we have school opening test coming up countinuos CCA practise and many homework it's driving me crazy but luckly I can cope it .Today got my hair cut and tommorrow going to a wedding dinner from my father friend. Next week there won't be school for us on the 22th of April and half the day on friday luckly we can rest for awhile and do our revision for our CA1. This few days listening to new songs like ash like snow, angel,in my arms and many more can't get enough of them listening non-stop. Anyway I hope you guys have done your revision.Bye;)

I'm so busy fo this few weeks!!!

Hi guys I'm busy for another week and I'm sorry that I don't have time to type anyway we're rehearsing for our school concert opening ceremony that I'm tired anyway I hope you have been studying for your CA1 as it is coming soon so study hard:) Last friday it was tiring for me on friday as my family went to malacca on an urgent matter and it was tiring rushing here and there but it was fun. I don't have anything to write now so bye.

A week of holiday !

Hi gus how have you been the whle week of the holiday. I'm very busy with school work CCA and family outing. Yesterday we had band practice till 5pm but half of it was practice and the other was taking notes at school we sat at the classroom the whole 3 hour and we were tired of it that we immediately went to break when teacher relased us ad yesterday Casey had his birthday in the band room it was fun at that time. This whole week was tiring but I got to watch some shows and I went to watchn 07-host it was great but the manga was excellent I hope it comes out soon I don't want to wait for a whole month or two month for it to come out. anyway I hope you guys have fun with your holidays bye:)

Next week is a busy week even though it is a holiday

Hi guys have you got back your results for you test well I have and I'm happy to say I passed every subject accept HISTORY. I was so sad aboutthat as if I passed it I aced every subject. It really is sad to see itT_T. We had lots of holiday homework as well I thought teacher would give lesser work but it really is a lot but luckly' I know all the answer (accept for physics) to the workbook and finished my chemistry. There was a shocking news about running 2.4km at pasir ris on saturday march the 27th but I'm not sad because of that I'm a little bit sad and happy the sad part is that if we don't pass the time limit our entire PE lesson(those who falied or skiped) would be running 2.4km until we pass. The good thing i I don't have to rush to tution. Anyway it's time for me to go bye.

The start of our camp

Hi guys today is the start of our camp. We are going to east coast park tomorrow to build sandcastle and do CIP hour by picking up the litter. Today we're rehearsing our concert planing and because nobody wants to sing a song for laughs and teacher anyhow picked anyone, I'm the very unlucky one for that part. I hope you had fun at your camp if you have finished it but if you have not than you are going to like it and hate it a little for me that is but I really hope you guys don't have to have a leacture for things that is in your daily life because it is going to take 4 hours to finish it. The common test that was last week for my school is over and marked and I'm very surprise that I passed a lot of subject for chemistry I passed but it is border line though but I think that I was lucky my physics I'm one of the top three student to pass I'm so shocked of it at that time my chinese is a pass but I don't know for my math history and english. Well I hope you have a great time and I will try to type more if I have time tough.

Common test started

Hi there everyone I hope you guys got a lot of ang pao from your family members and relative. Today we had our sciene test and because of being nervous I forgot how to do two question. I'm so going to be dead. Anyway,I hope you have a wonderful time during chinese new year during that time I had nothing to do so I went on line to watch some anime and there is one that now I so love it's name is kuroshitsuji a.k.a black butler. Even though I love the anime I also like the manga it's more nicer. It's song is aso nice for me but anyway I hope you guys went to MBS last friday almost a lot of people that I know came back to vist to bad I can't see Mrs Han Miss Kwa and Mr sia. Well I hope you guys have been studying hard for tests like mine if you have it that is. I got to go now bye :)

Happy New Year !

Hi guys happy new year to you all I hope you guys have a wonderful celebration today is nothing much to type as I just wanted to tell you guys happy new year .

The up coming Chinese New Year

Hi everyone I hope your busy as chinese new year is coming up soon. My house has already bought new flowers hang up latterns lights and bought drinks as well but not all of it on the shopping list yet. We still have to go to Toa Payoh to buy new shoes chlotes and many more and next week I'm going to Maha Bodhi School on friday to celebrate with our former teachers. I really missed them so much that today the teachers in manjusri school were playing a song that was on our last year childrens day that is when I knew how much I missed them I almost cried. This few days I have been tired as I have to go to band to practise till 6 pm or 6.30 than I get to go home but I'm happy as next week I can bring the instruments back to practise and also I can read the book how to practise the French Horn. I hope you and your friend have a great time bye:)

My school and the up coming common test

Sorry everyone for posting late I know your tired of seeing the same thing over and over so today I'm writing I went to manjusri sec school my school is not so big as maha bodhi but it is fun. Now till 23th of feb I'm a bit busy as I got band practise common test chinese new year school and tution so I'm very sorry again anywayI hope everyone is happy with their new school:)

My new school

Hello there sorry for the late posting. This few days I have been playing in my new school. It is smaller than my primary school and the queue for buying food at the canteen is very long it takes at least fifteen minutes to get to your turn. I hope that everyone had a fun time in thier new school and meet new friendsin thier class or old friends from thier primary school.I hope you have fun bye.