Stress is not your best friend at all

Stress is up in my head in the worst timing ever! EOY is coming up soon and this stress I'm getting from school has my blood boiling every single school days. I just can't stop it even though I have many courses on how to relief stress, I just can't make it stop making me moody (even though I didn't show it in school) Argh!!! Just wish that I don't go to school but I can't us exams are coming up the only thing to do is go to D&T to relief stress(and I mean really. Its really effective for fraustrations) the problem is, it's only on Tuesday. I'm now a days cugging down tea like Earl grey, pepermint tea, Chai or mixed teas(my own inventions). And finally there's friends that don't listen to class and in the end ask me or someone else one simple sentence that could drive you insane one day and that annoying line is GOT WHAT HOMEWORK TODAY. Really I sometimes wish I could smack their heads and shout in their ear "LISTEN TO WHATS TEACHER IS SAYING INSTEAD OF LAUGHING YOUR HEADS OFF WHEN HE/SHE IS EXPLAINING OUR HOMEWORK!!!!" and some took easy turns out like copying homeworks from you.*Sigh* sometimes I also wish I could sleep for eternity like how the animes show. Sleep for etenity and never waking up after a few thousand years later. Now that that topic is over, I would like to say that my new playlist of songs has changed. The first one is Her name is Alice the second one is You, third is Contract and Together in kuroshitsuji soundtrack fourth is Brilliant light in the game called Luminous Arc. Thats my new playlist for this month again. I also wrote a new story called Brothers and Sisters and posted it in Fanfiction.net and the responds was got but not so good as my first one. Ciela really is very cute when I drew her out :) and she was a success when I drew finished it. Thats all I'm saying for today as my stress has just been lessen alot like a heavy weight has been lift off X . X I think I may have found another stress reliver^-^ Bye and till next time.

"Her name is Alice,"
"She was a dreamer,"
"She would always wish this,"
"If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense,"
"Nothing would be what it is because everything will be what it isn't,"
"I will invite you to a place were there is no such thing as time,"
"And the girl that chased the rabbit,"
"Drank the wine and took the pill,"
"Even after a long journey,"
"Her name was still Alice,"
"Even after she locked the meaning for you,"
"In contrariwise what it is it wouldn't be,"
"And what it wouldn't be it would,"
"You See?"

Holiday for a week is the same as a week of school

Holiday is here and just like what my title says,ITS LIKE SCHOOL!! okay I just only got appointment for CCA and Dental and Revision nothing much just that but in my head its like screaming Your whole week is school homework, revision, CCA and tution.I knew that end of year examination is coming and I know I'm not so free like my past years of schooling but I just want at least a day were work or things about school is not in my mind like a silence in my mind. *Phew* After writing it out I'm feeling much better. Playlist for this week is commander,even if the sky is falling down,lies,pyramid and Lacrimosa. Kuroshitsuji is still in my list of anime and nothing else Ghost whisperer is still great for Saturday nights. I'm learning to draw manga type of animes now*-* and I hope I can draw as good as the characters of shows I mean my drawing is like kids when compared to my seniors of my CCA(not art club)drawing it like wow for them and what the heck am I drawing for me. Anyways story for Sarah is coming on great like usual but going to be a dead end again if I don't think of something up soon. I hope tomorrow I'll feel much better for CCA as the competitions that the teachers arranged are coming up pretty soon(Just hope my flu and cough would stop). That's all for today bye^-^

"In my darkest hour you saved me,"

"In my urgent needs your there to help me,"

"In your darkest hour I'm not there,"

"In your urgent needs I cast you away from me,"

"Ordering you never to let me see you,"

"That statement still lingers in my head as I said,"

"This is an order get out of my side!"

"I didn't know why I said that,"

"I didn't know what got into me,"

"All I know is that I miss you,"

"The way you elegantly cleaned the mansion,"

"The way you call me to wake up in the morning,"

"The way your smirks irritates me to the bone,"

"The deliciously sweets you make for me,"

"It hurts to remember,"

"I wonder how many times you want to make my heart shatter,"

"Not from my past,"

"But the way you say to me the title that only you call me,"

"The way you say Yes My Lord,"

"The way you said it was different from the one that this person is saying,"

"You said i with care,"

"Kindness,"

"Love,"

"I only wish you know what I'm thinking now,"

"For another person is going to be awaken inside of me soon,"

"Before that happens and before I lose my entire conscious save me."

"Save me for I'm waiting for you,"

"Waiting to be save by you and carried in your warm arms,"

"Back to the place were our usual routine of waking and sleeping begins,"

"Back to the only place where I really call home,"

"The Phantomhive mansion,"

-A tribute to Kuroshitsuji episode 9 to 10 Ciel and Sebastian