I'm Back!

Hey guys! I'm back~ So after my exams, lots of teenage angst, partying, insomnia, stress, tears and laughter [this is no joke! I'm seriously summing up what's happened after I didn't blog since March i think?]

It was stressful and with me wanting to get good grades out of the easiest national exam in Secondary school, pressures with parents and such, well... lets just say I kept breaking down more than a couple of times.... Not only that but family matters and such along with my bouts of sudden depression which I have never told my parents about... things was difficult.

But luckily, I got my best friend to cheer me up! She really supported me and listened to me ranting about my quarrels with my mom. how annoying some people in my class were and just about getting me out of my dark thoughts. In return, I helped her as well and lend a listening ear to her.

After that, things got easier! I met a really funny guy and two classmate of mine and me always walk together home just so we could chat and stuff. He's seriously good at technological stuff I'm almost confused about the things he thought me a few weeks ago! Hahaha! Though we were in the same cca, we didn't really talk to each other much until this year's April. Let's just say we got a lot in common when it comes to our hate for the cca we actually joined in and from there, we chatted.

I listened to lots of songs this few months but the most prominent memory of musics I love are Guren no Yumiya by Linked Horizons, the anime opening to Shingeki no Kyojin. I seriously loved the anime soo much that I can't stop thinking about it and reading fanfictions about it too. It didn't help that this years AFA 2013 was themed Shingeki no Kyojin! And this year I had the best fun too! I finally found someone to accompany me to AFA 2013 and also love Yaoi~ [ that's my girl friend. I still haven't talked about my boy friend who also knows about Yaoi and doesn't mind it, though he loves hentai things too....]  

I bought two shirts and a phone case which I love it! Though I wanted to buy a scouting legion hoodie, they didn't sell the particular design that I want. But I made that sad part up with buying doujinshi's! Having a great time with my group of friends who went with me to AFA 2013 and generally having a fun time!

So now, I'm waiting for my result which would be out in mid December. For now, I have lots of things planned [well to me it is xD ] next week, I'm going to prom which would be in formal attire [skirts and dresses! I hate them!] than the week after that, I have a birthday party planned for a friend, a few days later, I'm having a family dinner, mid December I'm going to get my exam results and plan what I'm going to do next and almost to the end of December, I'll be going overseas for a trip and also meet up with an old friend.

It's going to be a packed schedule but I don't mind them! I don't mind though as I get to relax after a stressful year!

Sorry for not posting anything related much to anime and manga stuff... I needed to get these out of my system. So see you next time! Bye!

   

Busy life, busy days

Hi! Sorry for not posting for so long... My life has been busy since my last post, camps, remedial, extra lessons, etc. Plus in the days with extra activities after school hours, bout of sickness every two weeks plus procrastination and you get a very very tired and half dead person. XD

My March holiday is about to end to. I went back to school for my elective remedial [which is Art and I have a few things to finish before moving on to my final piece which is like the end product ;) ] I'm also studying for my national exams. Though I wouldn't call it studying.... at least in my eyes it isn't.

I'm watching the new episodes of Hetalia: The beautiful World. which are always funny, cute and always lift up my days~ Hakkenden: Tohou Hakken Ibun. Sorry if I spelt it wrongly Xp and Magi: The Labyrinth of Magic.

For mangas, I've been reading my all time favorites only since I didn't have the motivation to look for new ones Xd
My fanfic has yet to be touched at all up until now and I'm strangling myself for always putting it off. Even when I'm free of studying and homework's.....

Now let me have a mini rant now cause I'm so stressed and pressured at I have to get it out of my system. Skip the next part if you don't bother reading :)
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Okay, so I had a blast with my BFF on Friday when we had our study session [and finally too since it was put off for a long time] She's moving house soon which is quite far away from school and my house [I'm going to a neighborhood school.] I'm just lucky my country doesn't have states if not I don't know how I'm going to handle my life by myself. [we kind of talk to each other about families and friends stuff but occasionally about how stress or pressured we are.]

We studied for awhile, had fun by video taping ourselves goofing off on our phone cameras. talked about depressing stuff about families and about some dark morbid things [which I'm not going to say]. I also found out I'm a little sadist from her too [I'm not those extreme types! I'm only happy when people I hate get hurt! Which is a normal reaction right?]

Ahem, anyway, we had fun and stuff studied after our video taping expedition and studied yet again till she went home.

I had Art remedial on Monday and Tuesday which was.... okay I guess? Not counting bias teachers, our schools resident gangster group [consisting of girls might I add] and gossiping with friends. Yup pretty much normal I guess?

Had homework's to do left and right from Wednesday to Friday [which Emily, my BFF, helped me with^^] it was torture for that one subject I hate, Maths, and it had the most too!

I had a few family problems too but don't get me started on it..... I feel like screaming our my frustrations on this particular topic which would than lead me to my depressing negative thoughts about dark morbid things [but the last one only happens if I'm at my limit which is a plus for me ^^V] ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

There! Finished! Phew, okay, that's all for this post I guess? And sorry if my tone is quite funny or unhappy.... I'll try to be more happy next time I type a blog entry ^^' ]
That's all~ Bye!

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When would this dream end I wonder?
Would I wake up to find that everything I'm seeing now is a nightmare?
Or would I find out that this is my reality?
I wonder if the shouting and screaming would cease to exists if I cover my ears,
And closed my eyes?
Would I open my eyes again to see that every thing's back to the things it was?
Or would it shatter more?
I don't know anymore....
What are dreams and what is reality...?

-By Anonymous

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Start of the Year and I'm not liking it already

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Hi! It's been awhile~ You may want to skip what I'm writing next because it's my ranting ^^'

Yes, so I went for my camp back in December and after that I went for my much await trip to Malaysia. However after coming back, I got sick. Again. Apparently, I caught the stomach flu and fever. I recovered just in time for the reopening of school and just when I'm liking my new year, I had to visit the doctor on the second day because, I had yet to recover. So I didn't attend school for two days before attending the CIP for Flag Day. It was quite fun but not when you have to do it on a Saturday =^= Monday was quite.... alright unless I want to add in how this one person [I'm not naming anyone least he's reading or somehow got my blogs URL....] made my day worse. He doesn't know when to shut up, stop insulting people when he's doing the same thing too and generally someone with a loud and filthy mouth which needs a good scrub with a bar of soap and tight slaps across the face! I really don't know what his problem but he loves to piss people off! Today he was louder [going by how I had to cover my ears because he sounds like he's literally shouting and acting like a spoiled four year old kid when the teacher is explaining to him things =_=] I don't even know how many times in the past minute I want to shout in face to 'shut the f**k up!' But after school, we had to visit the Polytechnics we had chosen and during the trip, my friend and I decided that he needs a sound proof room. It was so peaceful and quite when he went to test that room which was a course in the Poly for audio and hearing I think? 

Anyway~ Sorry for that rant :P I had to get it off my shoulder. I would love to continue to rant but that would be too long so... lets get on than :) 

I'm going to be VERY busy this year so don't expect much ^^  I've not been reading any manga [except for my favorites] and anime but I plan to watch Hetalia: The Beautiful World [I love their trailer! Thier just so SHINY!!!! and did I mention how America and England are so cute <3 em="em"> I've only been reading fanfictions and doujinshi's of USUK [If you don't like than I'm not saying anything but I'm just telling you that I'm a big fan of them and I only ship them.]

For songs, I'm listening to What can I say and Promise Me by Dead By April [with and without the screamings], Carnival by Touyu [I love how this one person made a MMD on Iggy dancing to the song.] D.Gray-Man seventh ending song Regret and Huo Cai Tian Tang by Chen Wei Lian. [There is only one video of it so its not so easy to find. However it's very beautiful~]

That's all for today! I'm procrastinating on my story now since I'm coming home half dead when school ends DX I think I won't be typing for a few more weeks till I settle down with my new schedule but I have to wait and see.

That's all~ Bye! Ja ne!