Thing of beauty from the white garden

Another update guys! A fast update this week and I'm glad to say my motivation is up and running again because my obsession is finally over (not my love for anime or the current show but for the computer usage) So today I went out with my parents and bought lots of things than went to the feng shui shop (yes my family uses feng shui) and I got my fortune or my luck this year and I finally know what's wrong witth me this few days but I can't say because........*drum roll* It's a secret! Hahahaha okay okay I know you wanted to know (or not even care) but this is family secrets so shee *puts index finger to lips* no speaky. School is well as well as my friends. Oh wait I want to wish a friend of mine who got back from her operation. Welcome Back Faith! I hope you recover soon!

Okay done so like I was saying. Everythig is fine and I've been revising at home and being a little angel (okay maybe not and not even the bottom *points finger to the ground* if you know what I mean that is. I'm just in the middle ^^) Tomorrow going to Faith's house to study and also help her a little because she just got back yesterday. But condition's apply to everything do they not? My father laid the condition's.

1) Kepp your phone to you at all times.

2) Bag must always be with you.

3) Be home by 4 pm. It may not be later than that.

4 pm may be short but I think that's enough but I think I may trouble her mum because, I'm only staying there from 12.45 to 3.55 so not much timing at all. Oh and Selina if your reading this now, please note it.

Okay today's playlist ( yes finally after so many days of not finding any song I finally found two. But I don't know it's real name only it's called Thing of beauty the other I don't know because it wasn't stated but if you want to know please go to 'Ciel's Music Box' to find out. It's very nice especially the first song. So manga is a no comment section because I don't have time to search for new ones anymore since school reopened. I'm now watching Durarara and it's funny especially when Izaya is being chased or hit by something by um...... sh** I forgot the name but you know who I mean when you watch it (or maybe you already know who I mean) so that's all I think. A short entry maybe even shorter than the last one but at least it wasn't nothing right? So bye guys! Sayonara! Mata ashe ta! (sorry if I spelled it wrongly but it means see you next time)

You who always annoy me calling me names never seems to fail to make me feel happy

You who always read those kind of books never seem to get into trouble from me

You who always wore that smirk or grin with mischief in your eyes never seem to die down

But when I knew that your not smirking or grinning,

I seem to worry for you.

But that can't be helped because I'm the one hurting you without me knowing at all

I wish that I wasn't hurting people around me
Or even hurting you.

But I was cursed with this fate.

I wonder if someone could set me free.

Free from this curse

Free from my cursed past since I was three years old.

I wish and hoped that that person to be you.

I wish and hoped it was you to set me free Frau.

-07-Ghost tribute to Teito and Frau ^^

Okay this type of situation isn't what I had in mind

Hi guys! Long time no see (update) Guess why I put my title as that for this entry. Because I became sick for the second week of school! Two days in rows is rest rest rest. Homework I was embarrassed when I asked for my friends to help me look out. You may be thinking why would I be embarrassed by something so trivial as this. Well I don't always ask favors from people except for parents or relatives so that's why it's like that. I have to say I'm hooked again for 07-ghost I mean I don't know what I happen at all. I was just checking for the manga to come out when all of a sudden my mind tells me (or practically shouted "I want to watch it now!") to watch it. I can't even revise my work darn! Now a days my mind keeps giving negative thoughts like I can't study well or I would fail you know what I mean? But I also have those positive thoughts saying I can and I will pass this year but it's not like last year anymore. The encouraging thoughts are gone but this non-encouraging thoughts keep saying stuff to make me worry or hate myself for thinking stuff like that. I wish that it'll stop soon or I'll really can't study at all.........

This week the playlist is non because I didn't have the time at all to search for new songs. Hehehe gomenasai (sorry) *bows* This few days I don't feel happy at school becausesome friends of mine tranferred to another class. My study companion was one of them and now the motivation I had for this year is as well dying away inside of me. I wonder if I can be like last year when I studied. Oh well that's for today I think *smiles* Let all the bad thought go away for this sad update and welcome happy thoughts! Hahahaha. See you next time! Bye! Sayonara!

Chirstmas and New years Eve whiz past already and now it's the re-openening of school!

Before I begin, I would like to say a very be-lated Chirtmas and a be-lated Happy New Year!

I know I was lazy and didn't update it on the actual date gomen ^-^' but School reopens tomorrow and I thought why not type the last entry for 2010's winter break.

Yes tomorrow I'm going to school and it also marks another year older than I was last year (I'm 14 this year sad isn't it. I'm like my mother thinking of my age everyday T~T) So I had a few calls from friends asking me things like what to bring for first day of school.

I seriously think that they should know that we should bring part 1 textbooks and work books but I can't blame eveyone since I was once like that as well (mum keeps telling me to don't reply them which I in turn turned her edvice into deaf ears yet again and it's not the start of school yet XD) Oh and Miss Cheryl really is great telling us the school regulations again and such in facebook. I was reading the posts that some of us post and was laughing my head off at the silly things everybody wrote. I really think when school reopens. our class are going to make a lot of problems again like this 2010.

Really I missed everyone and some not so much:p This few days I was reading mangas and also memorizing my periodic table for science (I didn't forget Miss Cheryl ^^) and watching anime ( I really and offically have to say I'm being an otaku for Japanese anime and manga I mean I keep chasing after the comics and anime episodes without stop and yesterday I slept at 3 in the morning) Well this two months were very fun and sometimes boring if I run out of websites that are in my favorite lists. This year I aim to pass every subjects (maths just had to fail last year making 7/8 subjects pass) I don't really care what marks I get as long as it isn't below the passing mark and I also want to beat this years aim as well so that I can go to poly when I graduate from secondary school (darn the marks to go in that school is 27 to 7 I think.)

Anyway, to put it simple, I want to:

1)Pass with flying colors

2)Better grades than this year

3)Make new friends if possible

4)Write my fanfic which I have yet to touch since my last entry

5)At least get 5th-1st place if again possible making me work harder and harder than before

6) And mostly have fun with everyone and everybody in school and class :)

That's the list for this year and also my heatlth as well because if I over stress or eat something wrong like oreo or anything related to very dark and heaty chocolate I get sick so I wish that this year I would be alright :) This weeks playlist is Tssuki no KASSU by Okina Reikia, run devil run by Ke$ha, DJ Boonie Coming for you DBSK darkness eys, Don't forget by Demi Lovatio and that's all.

This week I have been reading Number(manga), Barajou no kiss, S.L.H, Crash!, Rockin' Heaven, Zettai Joousei, Loveless, Spiral: Suiri no Kazune and En Passent. Anime well it was Black rock star, Angel beats. That's about it for today and also Kuroshitsuji ova 4 The making of Kuroshitsuji is coming out and also Kuroshitsuji is coming to Animex(Sweet! it's in english, ENGLISH) I am so looking forward to it *-*

That's all for today. Bye and happy New Year wishing you a great day tomorrow! (^-^)n