I'm Back!

Hey guys! I'm back~ So after my exams, lots of teenage angst, partying, insomnia, stress, tears and laughter [this is no joke! I'm seriously summing up what's happened after I didn't blog since March i think?]

It was stressful and with me wanting to get good grades out of the easiest national exam in Secondary school, pressures with parents and such, well... lets just say I kept breaking down more than a couple of times.... Not only that but family matters and such along with my bouts of sudden depression which I have never told my parents about... things was difficult.

But luckily, I got my best friend to cheer me up! She really supported me and listened to me ranting about my quarrels with my mom. how annoying some people in my class were and just about getting me out of my dark thoughts. In return, I helped her as well and lend a listening ear to her.

After that, things got easier! I met a really funny guy and two classmate of mine and me always walk together home just so we could chat and stuff. He's seriously good at technological stuff I'm almost confused about the things he thought me a few weeks ago! Hahaha! Though we were in the same cca, we didn't really talk to each other much until this year's April. Let's just say we got a lot in common when it comes to our hate for the cca we actually joined in and from there, we chatted.

I listened to lots of songs this few months but the most prominent memory of musics I love are Guren no Yumiya by Linked Horizons, the anime opening to Shingeki no Kyojin. I seriously loved the anime soo much that I can't stop thinking about it and reading fanfictions about it too. It didn't help that this years AFA 2013 was themed Shingeki no Kyojin! And this year I had the best fun too! I finally found someone to accompany me to AFA 2013 and also love Yaoi~ [ that's my girl friend. I still haven't talked about my boy friend who also knows about Yaoi and doesn't mind it, though he loves hentai things too....]  

I bought two shirts and a phone case which I love it! Though I wanted to buy a scouting legion hoodie, they didn't sell the particular design that I want. But I made that sad part up with buying doujinshi's! Having a great time with my group of friends who went with me to AFA 2013 and generally having a fun time!

So now, I'm waiting for my result which would be out in mid December. For now, I have lots of things planned [well to me it is xD ] next week, I'm going to prom which would be in formal attire [skirts and dresses! I hate them!] than the week after that, I have a birthday party planned for a friend, a few days later, I'm having a family dinner, mid December I'm going to get my exam results and plan what I'm going to do next and almost to the end of December, I'll be going overseas for a trip and also meet up with an old friend.

It's going to be a packed schedule but I don't mind them! I don't mind though as I get to relax after a stressful year!

Sorry for not posting anything related much to anime and manga stuff... I needed to get these out of my system. So see you next time! Bye!

   

Busy life, busy days

Hi! Sorry for not posting for so long... My life has been busy since my last post, camps, remedial, extra lessons, etc. Plus in the days with extra activities after school hours, bout of sickness every two weeks plus procrastination and you get a very very tired and half dead person. XD

My March holiday is about to end to. I went back to school for my elective remedial [which is Art and I have a few things to finish before moving on to my final piece which is like the end product ;) ] I'm also studying for my national exams. Though I wouldn't call it studying.... at least in my eyes it isn't.

I'm watching the new episodes of Hetalia: The beautiful World. which are always funny, cute and always lift up my days~ Hakkenden: Tohou Hakken Ibun. Sorry if I spelt it wrongly Xp and Magi: The Labyrinth of Magic.

For mangas, I've been reading my all time favorites only since I didn't have the motivation to look for new ones Xd
My fanfic has yet to be touched at all up until now and I'm strangling myself for always putting it off. Even when I'm free of studying and homework's.....

Now let me have a mini rant now cause I'm so stressed and pressured at I have to get it out of my system. Skip the next part if you don't bother reading :)
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Okay, so I had a blast with my BFF on Friday when we had our study session [and finally too since it was put off for a long time] She's moving house soon which is quite far away from school and my house [I'm going to a neighborhood school.] I'm just lucky my country doesn't have states if not I don't know how I'm going to handle my life by myself. [we kind of talk to each other about families and friends stuff but occasionally about how stress or pressured we are.]

We studied for awhile, had fun by video taping ourselves goofing off on our phone cameras. talked about depressing stuff about families and about some dark morbid things [which I'm not going to say]. I also found out I'm a little sadist from her too [I'm not those extreme types! I'm only happy when people I hate get hurt! Which is a normal reaction right?]

Ahem, anyway, we had fun and stuff studied after our video taping expedition and studied yet again till she went home.

I had Art remedial on Monday and Tuesday which was.... okay I guess? Not counting bias teachers, our schools resident gangster group [consisting of girls might I add] and gossiping with friends. Yup pretty much normal I guess?

Had homework's to do left and right from Wednesday to Friday [which Emily, my BFF, helped me with^^] it was torture for that one subject I hate, Maths, and it had the most too!

I had a few family problems too but don't get me started on it..... I feel like screaming our my frustrations on this particular topic which would than lead me to my depressing negative thoughts about dark morbid things [but the last one only happens if I'm at my limit which is a plus for me ^^V] ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

There! Finished! Phew, okay, that's all for this post I guess? And sorry if my tone is quite funny or unhappy.... I'll try to be more happy next time I type a blog entry ^^' ]
That's all~ Bye!

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When would this dream end I wonder?
Would I wake up to find that everything I'm seeing now is a nightmare?
Or would I find out that this is my reality?
I wonder if the shouting and screaming would cease to exists if I cover my ears,
And closed my eyes?
Would I open my eyes again to see that every thing's back to the things it was?
Or would it shatter more?
I don't know anymore....
What are dreams and what is reality...?

-By Anonymous

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Start of the Year and I'm not liking it already

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Hi! It's been awhile~ You may want to skip what I'm writing next because it's my ranting ^^'

Yes, so I went for my camp back in December and after that I went for my much await trip to Malaysia. However after coming back, I got sick. Again. Apparently, I caught the stomach flu and fever. I recovered just in time for the reopening of school and just when I'm liking my new year, I had to visit the doctor on the second day because, I had yet to recover. So I didn't attend school for two days before attending the CIP for Flag Day. It was quite fun but not when you have to do it on a Saturday =^= Monday was quite.... alright unless I want to add in how this one person [I'm not naming anyone least he's reading or somehow got my blogs URL....] made my day worse. He doesn't know when to shut up, stop insulting people when he's doing the same thing too and generally someone with a loud and filthy mouth which needs a good scrub with a bar of soap and tight slaps across the face! I really don't know what his problem but he loves to piss people off! Today he was louder [going by how I had to cover my ears because he sounds like he's literally shouting and acting like a spoiled four year old kid when the teacher is explaining to him things =_=] I don't even know how many times in the past minute I want to shout in face to 'shut the f**k up!' But after school, we had to visit the Polytechnics we had chosen and during the trip, my friend and I decided that he needs a sound proof room. It was so peaceful and quite when he went to test that room which was a course in the Poly for audio and hearing I think? 

Anyway~ Sorry for that rant :P I had to get it off my shoulder. I would love to continue to rant but that would be too long so... lets get on than :) 

I'm going to be VERY busy this year so don't expect much ^^  I've not been reading any manga [except for my favorites] and anime but I plan to watch Hetalia: The Beautiful World [I love their trailer! Thier just so SHINY!!!! and did I mention how America and England are so cute <3 em="em"> I've only been reading fanfictions and doujinshi's of USUK [If you don't like than I'm not saying anything but I'm just telling you that I'm a big fan of them and I only ship them.]

For songs, I'm listening to What can I say and Promise Me by Dead By April [with and without the screamings], Carnival by Touyu [I love how this one person made a MMD on Iggy dancing to the song.] D.Gray-Man seventh ending song Regret and Huo Cai Tian Tang by Chen Wei Lian. [There is only one video of it so its not so easy to find. However it's very beautiful~]

That's all for today! I'm procrastinating on my story now since I'm coming home half dead when school ends DX I think I won't be typing for a few more weeks till I settle down with my new schedule but I have to wait and see.

That's all~ Bye! Ja ne!

My new History teacher's, Hetalia

Ciao~ It's been awhile since I last typed in my blog. So how's everyone? Is it snowing? I wish I can see those snowy weathers. I love them, though how can I love them when I haven't even went to any part of Europe or Asia that is snowing is beyond me XD

Okay, so these few weeks, more like last week, I've been in love with the anime Hetalia. They are my new History Teacher's [not that I don't like my current one. It's just so funny and hilarious and much easier to remember what happened in the past with such beautiful personified countries rather than what I see on the world map. 

I'm also still watching Magi: The Labyrinth of Magic, Project K, Psycho Pass and Kamisama Hajimemashite [Sorry if I misspelled it >.<] nothing much.

For songs, I'm listening to Hetalia axis and world series ending [Italy's and the other dubbed versions. especially chibitalia's. It's so cute~] Oh and Dark marukaite chikyuu. It's kind of scary if you listen to it and watching Hetaoni [and RPG game which I'm very addicted but dang! The game was discontinued, for reasons from the game maker, and it stopped on a cliffhanger !] I'm also listening to England's character song Pub & Go! and his demon Summoning song. Oh and go listen to the tracks from Memories of Hetalia. It's on Youtube but the RPG game isn't done yet. Oh and I'm listening to Taylor Swift's Never grow up, Taketori overnight sensation by Soraru and Lon. 

I'm still reading my favourite mangas and have yet to come across anything new that caught my eye. 

So that's all I guess? I'm still typing my story Sacrifice and chapter 6 has just been posted on FF.net . Now that everything's said, I just have one thing left to tell everyone and that is Merry Christmas~   

AFA 2012!

Yes! It's finally here again! Oh how I love this years Anime Festival Asia! It's so fun, crowded and many many anime fans! The cosplay's are so nicely done and I just can't get enough of it <3>

I too have bought lots of things I really like especially Magi: The Labyrinth of Magic fanbooks! It was hard trying to find any anime I recognized and since most of them are Kuroko no Basuke and original characters, I almost thought they weren't selling anything related to Magi until I found... badges and posters! Hahaha, imagine the bigger surprise to find doujinshi fanbooks too! *Cheers*

Lets not forget about the 'Muse' where I found One Piece t-shirt with Chopper in front of it and the Puella Magi Madoka Magica jacket [it was the last piece too and it wasn't even past 1 o'clock! 0^0 ] It was kind of over priced [well my Mother kept on saying it was over priced and how she had to think if she wanted to buy it if she was in my shoes] 

I actually wanted to buy some more but I exceeded the budget I was willing to spent in the store and much about all the higher costly stuff and so I went back to the Creator's Hub to buy a Hakuryuu badge and a Original character badge. Before I went to the other store, I last minute grabbed the two printed Magi handkerchief [those you used to clean your Glasses or Spectacles] Next I went to another stand which sells Original characters [I'm going to use the term OC now :) ] cards and some Kuroko no Basuke items. I picked three cards and a small keychain which has the picture of Saber ^^

Lastly I went back to the Stand which I bought the first doujinshi book. I originally thought of not buying Fanbook #1 but after reading #2, I immediately rushed back to buy it [well actually I left the convention had a break and read the book. Realizing I would regret it if I didnt buy #1 I rushed back to the convention] I was lucky too since #2 was sold out when I went to the stand [Lucky me!] and #1 had a few left so I grabbed one and paid until... I found Magi posters. [Shit!] I almost asked if I could get one of the posters too till I realized, the room in my wall cannot have any posters sticked on it [something about the paint coming off or having a stain or something....?] 

So yup, that's my day on AFA I just wanted to rant it out in here on my blog :) Maybe I'll add pictures tomorrow or later? And sorry about not posting anything on Manga Anime or Songs but I have yet to find any goods yet ^^

That's all for now bye~   

~Happy Halloween~

Fufufu, Happy Halloween~ May you have fun trick or treating~

Hahaha, hi guys! sorry for that opening but I just can't help myself. I LOVE Halloween! It's my favorite holiday [okay it isn't considered a holiday in my country so what? I still love it <3>

Oh and I have to apologize for the late post since I had exams, results, activities and many more going on in school, which ended last week. The other reason was, I was procrastinating. Yes I know I shouldn't but what the heck, since next year would be hectic with final year National exams, I should enjoy this holiday but also continue to study ^^'

Okay, okay so now lets begin! This week I have been watching Magi: The Labyrinth of Magic [ Oh my god I just love Sinbad and Ja'far! Especially in doujinshi's they are so cute I just can't get enough of them! I'm seriously fangirling non-stop for the past few days that I consider myself partially insane. They are my guilty pleasure pairing and I also love Juadal and Aladdin pairing~ Oh and there's one fanfiction about them being sibling's and I love it! <333>

Ahem, sorry about that anyway, I'm also watching Project [K] and I love the colourings and character designing. Oh and this anime called Kamisama H. [I didn't pay much attention to the name sorry ^^'] it's quite cute and romantic and totally shoujo so... yup!

For Manga, I'm still reading my favorites which are D.Gray-man, Katekyo Hitman Reborn, Kuroshitsuji, Pandora Hearts, Detective conan. I've also been reading Kuroko no Basuke, Magi: The labyrinth of Magic and New Prince of Tennis. 

For songs, I have been listening to Pumpkin March made by Momocashew. It's a Halloween song and I love it~ Oh and also Circus Monster by VY2 Yuuma and Miku Dark. The song is very hypnotizing and I just couldn't get enough of it. Inori no Kanata by Akiko Shikata, Zektbach Apocalyspe and Xepher by Tatsh. Oh and also by 96Neko one of repetition. 

That's all for today I think? Anyway's, my story for KHR is coming along just fine but because Stars is busy with school life, she can't beta for me yet and I'm lazing around leaving Chapter 7 still bliank =.=''

Well, I don't think my holiday would be so relaxing anymore since I have twenty observational drawing to do for my next year 'N' level and all the pictures would be very hard to draw since I have something in mind for my final piece but I'm having second thoughts now because of the colour. There would be an underwater city but if I paint it over with blue, I wouldn't be able to see the lines I drew and the blue coloured paint can't be too diluted since there would be ugly if some parts are darker than normal.... Arghhh!!!! I guess I'll just have to do a test drive first during the holiday.... *Sighs*

Sorry about my rambling there XD That's all for today~ Bye and Happy Halloween!

P.S.

The Picture that is below and on the right is by Rann-rann and the picture on the left is done by Yachino. I don't own them ^^

  

Sentimental Circus

Hi hi! First, I have to apologize for my late update. I didn't have any motivation the past few weeks to write or even post on my blog because of how things in life are going [no I'm not entering depression XD It's just the homework's, stress and the exams I'm now taking.] So yes I know it's not an excuse. [I'm also procrastinating all this time so... you get it right ^^']

Alrighty! Now for how's my daily life going on~ Well, I just got back from a shopping trip with my Mom. Along the way, I think I drank too much sweetened drinks because the next thing I know, I'm super hyperactive and laughing like a mad man [or women]. Yes like those kind of people clutching their tummies because it hurts, tears at the corner of their eyes and laughing too hard that you can't even breathe! Yup, I take jokes and all those stuff too seriously Xd

So as I was saying, because of a joke my Mom made, I was laughing non-stop and my Joker side [My funnier more hyperactive side which in fact has the mind of a kid that wishes to never grow up ^^] was resurfaced. [No, I don't have a split personality. I just characterize my feelings which to me, now that I think about it, is quite creepy xD ]

Okay so fast forwarding, in the end I had a fun time, the end!

And now, since the last post, I've been watching Fairy Tail, a little of Hyouka, the raw version of Detective Conan the movie 'The Eleventh Striker', and now I'm trying to finish Kuroko no Basuke which is completed a month back.

For manga, I've still been reading my favorite stories of D.Gray-Man, Pandora Hearts, Kuroshitsuji, and Katekyo Hitman Reborn. I've also taken a liking to the manga version of Fairy Tail [I just love those little Gerza moments! They are so cute~ ]

For songs, I've been listening to Mikutankyu's songs [her account was moved to itsMikutan because Youtube decided that it's alright to delete her account two times!] some of Fairy Tail's opening and endings, Kakichoco's Cage, Aspirin and Killer Lady. Superstar by TVXQ and Eeryday Superstar by Jewdards [sorry if I spelled it incorrectly and yes this song is the English version of Superstar though it's a Parody :) ]

Just last week, I've finally finished writing my 6th chapter for Sacrifice. I'm quite pleased with it with how it turned out and I'm also working on my other two KHR fanfics. Mostly on The Everlasting Sky. I just have nostalgic feelings these few days about my childhood so it's good to write it since this fic is mostly based on family bonding and action first before the main plot happens in the future chapters. Musical Fienza is making small porgress since I'm waiting for inspiration to hit me so it's half finished.

So I guess that is all for today? I'm sorry on being very vague on the playlist for today's post but I'm very sleepy now. [I'm hitting the 18hour limit on being awake with 5-10 minutes nap in between the morning but I'm still sleepy =.=ZZZZzzzzzz]   

That's all for the post and remember it's irregular updating timing so Bye~ Ja ne! [Also please excuse m way of typing today. I'm still in a stressful mode right now so my way of using the language would be a little over board ^^']

'Konya Wa Himistu No Show Time'

-Sentimental Circus, Shappo-